Tradition of sending new year card

Thanks michele for the gesture to send everyone of us new year card every year without fail.. <3

to be or not to be

i'm not sure what happen to me recently. i hope it's just because of the pms or maybe the life crisis that i think i am facing. i'm not sure... this feeling have been bugging me for quite some time and i hate it so much whenever i think bout it. it's not like i wanted to think bout it but it just appear out of nowhere and since then reside in me.

since a few month back, i loath to go to work. i hate to look at working desk and desk cos it's always so dirty and full with rubbish document. not that i don't want to do filing but each time after i've filled it, someone from somewhere will come and ask me bout the report, and all the bullshit thing. hello. u think i'm a computer or have superb memory power izzt?? i can't even remember what i eat yesterday and they expect me to tell them the content of the report which has been done few months back. fts.

i'm not sure which stupid idiot that arrange the schedule, and cramp all the things together and every single damn thing also urgent. wtf. if really that urgent, then do a proper planning for that. don't just pointing fingers at each other and torture the lower level people to follow the nonsense schedule. those "highly intelligent" superior, please use your rusty brain to plan properly. oh, really, i'm so sorry to hear that you misplace your brain at your arse. what a pity!!!

i just hate the culture there. i always though that i slowly can accept it but then fuck all this shit la. if you wanna be promoted, wait for your turn. cause all based on seniority. even that fellow join the company one day earlier than you but his performance shit like hell, he MUST be promoted first before you. and guess what, i have lots of "senior" in front of me. i don't have to comment more on this. i have been working so hard for the past few years. and all the credit goes to my superior. cos without them, i might not success. yes, i really appreciate all the effort they put to guide me to where i am now but why no one even try to acknowledge my presence? well, i'm just the lowest class employee.. i see... when something goes wrong, all the fingers pointing at me. "why you didn't notice that from the beginning?" hello mr boss, you suppose to guide me since im doing all those test for the first time. aren't you suppose to know better?

and the worst part is.. i have the most demanding, irritating, arrogant, man chauvinism and rude non-malaysian boss on earth. and he likes to fuck china girl. well known to all. he can have lots of ridiculous new rules. can you imagine that?? he threaten to cut our break time because we use the break time to chat while filling our stomach? wtf. this new stupid rules doesn't affect me much cos i don't take break. yes. i am very terrible person that don't have close friend in the office. i don't care either. the things that annoy me so much is, i can't chat with other people from department if he around. cos he will chase them away. he assume we talk nothing regarding business. fhl. just because he don't have friends he have to stop others to have one. fml. so, don't blame me if i don't appear to be friendly.

ok.. i think i have enough of rumbling about stupid people at the company.
what i wanted to say is.. i think can't stand this shit anymore. i have the urge to throw my resignation letter to that fucking face. i wanted to have a long break before deciding what am i going to do next. i dont want to enter the same field and doing the same old shit from the beginning. i have been thinking alot lately but i still can't find where my dream is. i hate this feeling of being nowhere to turn to or being push around like a puppet. sometimes, i feel like i know what i want, but then the other second, i doubted my decision. haih. what am i suppose to do??

i realised that i've change to someone that i don't know. i'm not the old person i used to be. i'm not as brave as i'm used to be. i don't even dare to point out the things that i'm not satisfy or say things that bottle in my heart. i only merely agree with what others say or do. i don't give a damn thing about what think or do already. why am i becoming someone who is anti-social?? why??

someone out there, please give me some hint??

(Playing the song of Reflection by Coco Lee - from Disney Mulan)

cookies.. :)

i can bake delicious cookies. hohohoho...

not really sure why i'm so in the mood to bake cookies. so, went to tesco to buy the ingredient yesterday. and of all the things, i forgot to buy flour. fml. so, drop by giant to get the flour but don't seems to find the self-raising flour that i used to use before. so, end up simply buy those on the rack. well, i can't choose. only one type available.

anyway, i have to go to shoni's house to borrow her weighing machine cos i left mine at raub. really a bit damn sui lo.

the talented me successfully made nestum cookies and peanut chocolate chip cookies.
here's the picture as the proof i MADE it and it's omfg DELICIOUS. lol.

nestum cookies dough

almost there
nestum cookies.. yummy

peanut chocolate chip cookies small dough, before entering the oven

the end result

the happy cookies tester. see, he says good ler...

don't believe it?? try it yourself... delivery not included. lol.

new design for my room's cupboard

hihi...

new year is around the corner, so must have some new design for the bedroom.

actually i don't plan to decorate my room but then last tuesday, meiyun and i went to pasar malam to buy cookies to bring back hometown. and i end up buying more unnecessary stuff than the cookies. that why.... i should never go to pasar mlm cos it's a devil place.

so, here is my new design for the cupboard. lol. initially, i wanted to put it on my wall. but then, after much consideration, i think i better "TRY" it on my cupboard.

somehow, i think there is something wrong with this design but then among all of those available. i think this is the best piece. :)

Letter to Mr M

Dear Mr M,

I don’t actually wanted to bring up this but I can’t help it. Its really annoy me so much that I feel like I should at least write it up to release my anger. I am damn pissed off now. Very very pissed off.

Hello there!!! I ain't stupid. For god sake! I know how to write email. And of course I am pretty sure that the suppliers understand what I am saying. Why the hell do you like to poke your nose in and complain that they don’t understand? Do you mean they can’t understand or is it you that actually don’t understand my English? Yes. All the while I am writing in English. Can’t you read?? Oh well. I doubt it. They never even complain that they don’t understand what I mean. Well, the reason I write so long is because I wanna get my message clear. Oh no… I am not trying to show off that my proficiency in English is better than you.

“Ms Wong, next time when you write email, please make it short and precise. The supplier might not get what you mean. You see.. like this one… blah blah blah”

“Ok. Mr M”

The other time....

“Ms Wong, next time when you write email, don’t write till so simple la. Later too simple they don’t understand what you want. It’s not nice to re-write again and this might confuse them ”

“But Mr M, last time you mention don’t write too long they don’t understand. Now I’ve shorten to put it in point form. I personally think they would understand”

Left side eyebrow raise, “Are you sure?”

Pretend to look innocent, but in fact damn irritated, I answer politely. “Yes, I suppose.”

“Anyway, next time you should write like this and that and this and that”

FTS. Why don’t you go and write it yourself? Don’t assign me to deal with them ok, since you so not satisfy with my performance of writing a damn bloody easy email…

That is only TWO of the irritated situation that I need to face. Each and every time, you will come out with unreasonable excuses that said I didn’t write properly. FTS. I don’t communicate with people the way you communicate with others doesn’t mean I am stupid. Just because you are more senior than I do doesn’t mean you are always right. Why the hell you must make others felt miserable over their life working with you. Is this your way to make yourself happy, by pushing people around like your toy?

Do you actually know that I am not the only one who thinks you have attitude problem? I guess the answer is NO. I bet you don’t ever care a single shit what others think bout you. How can you be hard to please? I just don’t know what you put inside your brain. Just let me remind you on one of the most ridiculous question you once asked your staff.

Staff: Mr M. I need to go to see doc. Can you please help to sign this time out sheet?

M: What’s wrong with you?

Staff: I had a bit of flu and coughing. Need to go take some medicine.

M: Really? But I didn’t see you coughing.

If I am that particular staff, I would have just cough loudly in front of you and make my mucus spread all over you table. Hello uncle!! People already damn sick and you can say this kind of thing. How about we change the role? Wouldn’t you feel hurt? Even I’m not the staff I felt offended. We all are entitle to take MC, okay!!! And it’s not like if that particular person absence for a day, the world might collapse. Why la… you wanna torture people like that?? For fun?? You get a life!!!

Your sincerely, Your annoyed staff











Well... of course the letter will not just stop there. A picture speak a thousand words. Enjoy then.