emo again

it's been a while..

and i will still talk about my current new job. not really new anymore as it's been one month plus. it wasn't really a pleasant job to begin with. i don't get along with my colleague as well. it isn't really cannot get along but we have nothing much to talk about except work related matters. and i can't tell the truth or that fact that i'm not happy working there. there is too many uncertainties, doubt. no proper guidelines, rules on how am i suppose to do my job. it's makes me frustrated all the time and yet i need to get it done before the deadline. it's making me sick!!

it wasn't that bad recently as i have found someone who share similar thoughts. but i need to keep on remind myself not to spill too much as i don't really know them well enough. it's just so tiring to do so. i don't really like to complain that much but i just can't help it.

seriously, i think i've complain too much.

anyway, really looking forward for my trip with the girls. :))